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blue-banditt · 3 months ago

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Why the fuck did I decide to start school while working full time?? what a dumbass decision. I don't even have the energy to do things I WANT to do after work. How the fuck am I supposed to convince myself to write a 15 page paper or whatever the fuck after work?? I couldn't even finish highschool bro what was I thinking???

#The answer to this is I want a horticulture degree but I'm too poor to afford school + rent without working full time #And besides the fact that living with my parents again would be retraumatizing and unpleasant as hell #I need to stay here bc I have a seasonal job that gives me training and experience in the field #But I?? Don't get to do plant science classes until my third year??#Andwhen I say third year that's according to if I was doing school full time which I'm not. I'm only doing 2 classes per semester #So it's gonna be even longer than 3 years

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